As I said in my (admittedly tl;dr) comment, if that is the position you hold, THAT IS OKAY! Taking up a firearm when you know you don't have the desire to utilize it is abjectly pointless. It's not your lane, you have a different thing that you are able to contribute to the movement - DO THAT THING in a place or for a group that needs it but is lacking it!
As I said in my (admittedly tl;dr) comment, if that is the position you hold, THAT IS OKAY! Taking up a firearm when you know you don't have the desire to utilize it is abjectly pointless. It's not your lane, you have a different thing that you are able to contribute to the movement - DO THAT THING in a place or for a group that needs it but is lacking it!
As I said in my (admittedly tl;dr) comment, if that is the position you hold, THAT IS OKAY! Taking up a firearm when you know you don't have the desire to utilize it is abjectly pointless. It's not your lane, you have a different thing that you are able to contribute to the movement - DO THAT THING in a place or for a group that needs it but is lacking it!